DOA–Munajat Ali bin Abi Thalib di Bulan Sya’ban (8)

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Ilâhî bika ‘alayka illâ alhaqtanî bimahalli ahli thâ’atika, wal matswaya-sh-shâlihi min mardhâtika,

fainnî lâ aqdiru linafsî daf’â, wa lâ amliku lahâ naf’â.

Ilâhî ana ‘abduka-dh-dha’îful mudznib, wa mamlûkukal munîb,

falâ taj’alnî mimman sharafta ‘anhu wajhak, wa hajabuhu sahwuhu ‘an ‘afwik.

Ilâhî hablî kamâlal inqithâ’i ilayka, wa anir abshâra qulûbinâ bidhiyâi nazharihâ ilayka,

hattâ takhriqa abshârul qulûbi hujaban nûr, fatashila ilâ ma’danil ‘azhamah, wa tashîra arwâhunâ mu’allaqatan bi’izzi qudsika.

Ilâhî waj’alnî mimman nâdaytahu fa ajâbaka, wa lâhazhtahu fasha’iqa lijalâlika, fanâjaytahu sirran wa ‘amila laka jahran.

Ilâhî lam usallith ‘alâ husni zhannî qunûthal iyâs, wa lanqatha’a rajâî min jamîli karamika.

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Tuhanku, aku meminta pada-Mu agar Kau golongkan aku bersama orang yang menaati-Mu; tempat pulang yang baik di sisi Keridaan-Mu.

Tuhanku, aku tidak mampu menahan diriku; tidak pula sanggup mendatangkan manfaat baginya;

Tuhanku, akulah hamba-Mu yang lemah dan pendosa; akulah budak-Mu yang penuh cacat dan cela; jangan jadikan daku di antara orang yang Kau palingkan wajah-Mu darinya; jangan jadikan daku orang yang kelalaiannya menghalanginya dari maaf-Mu;

Tuhanku, anugerahkan kepadaku kesempurnaan dalam bergantung hanya pada-Mu; sinarilah mata hati kami dengan cahaya pandangannya kepada-Mu sehingga pandangan hati itu dapat menyobekkan tirai-tirai (penghalang) cahaya dan menyampaikannya pada sumber Keagungan dan arwah kami bergelayutan pada mulianya kekudusan-Mu;

Tuhanku, jadikanlah daku orang yang Kau seru dan menjawab seruan-Mu; jadikanlah daku orang yang Kau lihat lalu berguncang hatinya karena kebesaran-Mu; Kau panggil dia secara sembunyi ; Dan dia beramal pada-Mu secara terbuka;

Tuhanku, aku tidak membiarkan keputus-asaan mengalahkan sangka baikku kepada-Mu; Tidak putus harapanku akan keindahan kemurahan-Mu;

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My Lord, I invoke You to admit me to the place reserved for those who obey You, and to attach me to the nice abode of those who enjoy Your good pleasure.

My Lord, I can neither defend myself nor do I control what is advantageous for me.

My Lord, I am Your powerless sinning slave and Your repentant bondman. So do not make me one of those from whom You turn away Your face, and whom his negligence has secluded from Your forgiveness.

My Lord, grant me complete severance of my relations with everything else and total submission to You. Enlighten the eyes of our hearts with the light of their looking at You to the extent that they penetrate the veils of light and reach the Source of Grandeur, and let our souls get suspended by the glory of Your sanctity.

My Lord, make me one of those whom You call and they respond; when You look at and they are thunderstruck by Your majesty. You whisper to them secretly and they work for You openly.

My Lord, I have not allowed my pessimistic despair to overcome my good opinion about You, nor did I ever lose my hope of Your benevolence.

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