DOA–Munajat Ali bin Abi Thalib di Bulan Sya’ban (5)

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Ilâhî falakal hamdu abadan abadan dâiman sarmadâ, yazîdu wa lâ yubîdu kamâ tuhibbu wa tardhâ.

Ilâhî in akhadztanî bijurmî akhadztuka bi’afwika, wa in akhadztanî bidzunûbî akhadztuka bimaghfiratika, wa in adkhaltanin nâra a’lamtu ahlahâ annî uhibbuka.

Ilâhî in kâna shaghura fî janbi thâ’atika ‘amalî, faqad kabura fî janbi rajâika amalî.

Ilâhî kayfa anqalibu min ‘indika bil-khaybati mahrûmâ,

wa qad kâna husnu zhannî bijûdika an taqlibanî bin-najâti marhûmâ.

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Tuhanku, bagi-Mu segala pujian selama-lamanya, kekal abadi, tiada akhirnya; Terus bertambah dan tidak pernah punah, sejauh yang Engkau inginkan dan Kau rela.

Tuhanku, jika Engkau tuntut diriku atas kejahatanku; maka aku akan bersandar pada ampunan-Mu. Jika Engkau menuntut diriku atas dosa-dosaku; maka aku akan bersandar pada maaf-Mu. Jika Kau masukkan aku ke neraka-Mu; maka aku akan beritahukan seluruh penghuninya bahwa aku mencintai-Mu.

Tuhanku, jika amalku sedikit dalam ketaatan pada-Mu; maka cita-citaku besar dalam mengharap-Mu;

Tuhanku, bagaimana mungkin aku berpaling dari sisi-Mu dalam keadaan kecewa dan disia-siakan, padahal baik sangkaku akan anugerah-Mu telah mendatangkan kepadaku keselamatan dan kasih sayang;

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My Lord, all praise is due to You, always and forever, growing not diminishing, as You like and please.

My Lord, if You condemn me for my crimes, I will cling to Your forgiveness, and if You hold me for my sins, I will cling to Your granting pardon. If You haul me into the hell, I will tell its inmates that I love You.

My Lord, if my deeds are too small in relation to how I should obey You, my aspirations are high enough as compared to what I should expect of You.

My Lord, how can I go away from You unsuccessful and disappointed, when I had a high hope that You will be kind enough to send me away enjoying safety and deliverance.

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