DOA–Munajat Ali bin Abi Thalib di Bulan Sya’ban (2)

IslamIndonesia.id–Munajat Ali bin Abi Thalib di Bulan Sya’ban (2)

Ilâhî in haramtanî faman dzal-ladzî yarzuqunî, wa in khadzaltanî faman dzal-ladzî yanshurunî.

Ilâhî a’ûdzu bika min ghadhabika wa hulûli sakhathika.

Ilâhî in kuntu ghayra musta’hilin lirahmatika fa Anta ahlun an tajûda ‘alayya bi-fadhli sa’atika.

Ilâhî ka-annî binafsî wâqifaun bayna yadayka wa qad azhallahâ husnu tawakkulî ‘alayka,

faqulta mâ Anta ahluhu, wa taghammadtanî bi’afwika.

Ilâhî in ‘afawta faman awlâ minka bidzâlika, wa in kâna qad danâ ajalî, wa lam yudninî minka ‘amalî,

faqad ja’altul iqrâra bidz-dzanbi ilayka wasîlatî.

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Tuhanku,  jika Kau tahan karunia-Mu padaku, maka siapakah yang akan memberi rezeki kepadaku; Jika Kau lepaskan diriku, siapakah yang akan menolongku.

Tuhanku, aku berlindung kepada-Mu dari murka-Mu dan datangnya kemarahan-Mu.

Tuhanku,  jika aku tidak layak menerima kasih sayang-Mu, tentulah Engkau layak untuk mencurahkan kepadaku keluasan karunia-Mu;

Tuhanku, inilah diriku bersimpuh di hadapan-Mu. Kepercayaanku yang penuh kepada-Mu telah menaungi diriku; Engkau telah melakukan apa yang layak Kau lakukan; Engkau telah lindungi daku dengan ampunan-Mu.

Tuhanku, jika tidak Engkau ampuni aku, siapakah yang pantas untuk mengampuni selain-Mu; Sekali pun ajalku sudah dekat dan amalku tidak mendekat kepada-Mu; Sungguh telah kujadikan pengakuan dosaku sebagai ‘perantara’ untuk mendekati-Mu;

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My Lord, if You deprive me, who else will provide me; and if You let me down, who else will help me?

My Lord, I seek Your protection from Your anger and from earning Your displeasure. If I am not fit for gaining Your Mercy, You are certainly fit to be generous to me by virtue of Your Magnanimity.

My Lord, I see as if I am standing before You protected by my trust in You. You said what befitted You and covered me with Your forgiveness.

My Lord, if You forgive me, then who is more suited than You to do that? If the time of my death has come near and my deeds have not still brought me close to You, I make this confession of my sins a means of approaching You.

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