DOA–Munajat Ali bin Abi Thalib di Bulan Sya’ban (4)

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Ilâhî jûduka basatha amalî, wa ‘afwuka afdhalu min ‘amalî.

Ilâhî fasurranî biliqâika yawma taqdhî fîhi bayna ‘ibâdika.

Ilâhî i’tidzârî ilayka i’tidzâru man lam yastaghni ‘an qabûli ‘udzrihi, faqbal ‘udzrî yâ Akrama man-i’tadzara ilayhil musîûn.

Ilâhî lâ tarudda hâjatî, wa lam tukhayyib thama’î, wa lâ taqtha’ minka rajâî wa amalî.

Ilâhî law aradta hawânî lam tahdinî, wa law aradta fadhîhatî lam tu’âfinî.

Ilâhî mâ azhunnuka taraddunî fî hâjatin qad afnaytu ‘umrî fî thalabiha minka.

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Tuhanku, karunia-Mu meluaskan harapanku; Maaf-Mu lebih utama dari perbuatan (amal baik)-ku;

Tuhanku, bahagiakan diriku ketika berjumpa dengan-Mu; Pada hari ketika Engkau tetapkan putusan atas hamba-hamba-Mu;

Tuhanku, permohonan maafku kepada-Mu adalah permohonan orang yang mustahil puas tanpa penerimaan maafnya; Terimalah permohonan maafku, Wahai Yang Paling Bemurah kepada para pendosa yang memohon maaf.

Tuhanku, janganlah Engkau tolak keperluanku; Janganlah Kau kecewakan keinginanku; Janganlah Kau putuskan dambaan dan harapanku;

Tuhanku, kiranya Engkau berkehendak untuk merendahkanku, tentulah Engkau tidak memberiku petunjuk; Sekiranya Engkau bermaksud untuk mempermalukanku, tentulah Engkau tidak menyelamatkanku;

Tuhanku, aku tidak pernah menyangka Engkau akan menolak keperluanku; Yang untuk memperolehnya telah kuhabiskan umurku;

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My Lord, Your generosity has expanded my aspiration, and Your forgiveness is superior to my deeds.

My Lord, therefore gladden my heart by allowing me to meet You on the day You administer justice to Your bondmen.

My Lord, my apology to You is the apology of him who cannot afford his apology being not accepted. Therefore accept my apology, You the Most Magnanimous of those to whom the evildoers tender their apology.

My Lord, do not turn down my request; do not foil my desire; and do not cut off my hope and expectation of You.

My Lord, if You had wanted to disgrace me, You would not have guided me; and if You had wanted to expose my faults and vices, You would not have kept me safe and sound.

My Lord, I do not think that You will turn down my request for that in asking You for which I have spent my whole life.

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