DOA–Munajat Ali bin Abi Thalib di Bulan Sya’ban (3)

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Ilâhî qad jurtu ‘alâ nafsî fin-nazhari laha, falahal waylu in lam taghfir lahâ.

Ilâhî lam yazal birruka ‘alayya ayyâma hayâtî, falâ taqtha’ birraka ‘annî fî mamâtî.

Ilâhî kayfa âyasu min husni nazharika lî ba’da mamâtî, wa Anta lam tuwallinî illal-jamîla fî hayâtî.

Ilâhî tawalla min amrî mâ Anta ahluhu, wa ‘ud ‘alayya bifadhlika ‘alâ mudznibin qad ghamarahu jahluhu.

Ilâhî qad satarta ‘alayya dzunûban fid dunyâ, wa anâ ahwaju ilâ satrihâ ‘alayya minka fil ukhrâ,

idz lam tuzhhirhâ li-ahadin min ‘ibâdikash shâlihîn, falâ tafdhahnî yawmal qiyâmati ‘alâ ruûsil asyhâd.

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Tuhanku, aku sudah berbuat aniaya terhadap diriku lantaran kurang memperhatikannya; celakalah diri ini jika Engkau tidak mengampuninya;

Tuhanku, tidak henti-hentinya kebaikan-Mu memenuhi hari-hariku di masa hidupku; jangan putuskan kebaikan-Mu setelah hari kematianku.

Tuhanku, bagaimana mungkin aku berputus asa atas perhatian-Mu yang baik kepadaku setelah kematianku; padahal Engkau (selalu) memperlakukanku dengan indah selama hidupku;

Tuhanku, jagalah segala urusanku seperti apa yang layak Kau lakukan; limpahilah aku selalu dengan karunia-Mu; anugerahilah kasih sayang-Mu kepada seorang pendosa yang sudah menyelimuti dirinya dengan kejahilannya sendiri;

Tuhanku, Engkau telah tutupi dosa-dosaku di dunia (sehingga orang lain tidak tahu); sementara aku lebih memerlukan tirai-Mu pada Hari Akhirat nanti;

Jika hari ini tidak Kau perlihatkan dosa-dosaku pada seorang pun di antara hamba-hamba-Mu yang saleh; maka janganlah Kau permalukan aku di Hari Kiamat di hadapan para saksi.

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My Lord, I have been unjust to my soul for I have not looked after it. It will certainly be doomed if You do not forgive it.

My Lord, You have always been kind to me during my life time. Therefore do not cut off Your favor from me at the time of my death.

My Lord, how can lose the hope of Your looking kindly, in me after my death, when you have always been good to me during my life.

My Lord, in my case do what befits You and bestow Your favor on me – a sinner enwrapped in his ignorance.

My Lord, You have concealed many of my sins in this world. I am in a greater need of their being conceded in the next.

As You have not revealed my sins even to any of Your pious bondmen, do not expose me on the Day of Resurrection before everybody.

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